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THIS IS NOT ANOTHER HIV/AIDS BLOG. THIS IS IN A WAY A SEX BLOG OF AN HIV +. YES, HIV+ CAN STILL HAVE SEX!!!! YOU MUST HAVE AN OPEN-MIND BEFORE READING ANYTHING HERE. IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE SHOCKED, DISTURBED OR BOTHERED WITH WHAT YOU READ, I SAY LET MOVE ON AND FORGET THIS BLOG ALTHOUGH IT WILL NAG YOU AND TAKE SHELTER IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND AND YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF GOING BACK HERE EVERY NOW AND THEN FOR MORE. =P
It's hard to live as a young, wild and free gay man in the Philippines. You will have the tendency to be greatly misunderstood. People would think you are immoral, debauched and simply, a sinner. We live in a conservative predominantly Catholic society. It has always been a problem with me because I have always been a libertine. I love sex and I am unabashed in saying that I really do to the point of addiction. Starting at a very young age, I have been doing the deed for more than ten years now. I am only twenty-one, and I have literally slept with more than a hundred men, got fucked more than at least a thousand times, ingested and absorbed liters of sperm, indulged in debauched and decadent scenarios, cultivated strange, bizarre and sometimes disturbing fetishes.
I was leading a happy fulfilling life of a harlot until one day, I became HIV+.
A lot of things have changed since then but still, I am different from other "pusits". I still LOVE sex! Sex is one of the reasons why I am still alive and I am in no way giving this up! Most of the people living with HIV have foresworn sex and have chosen abstinence and celibacy from now on. Some of them still have sex although noticeably much less than what they used to have. Some still do have sex without any care and safety and this I condemn. But I never thought that sex can be wrong and immoral. Much more now that I am actually HIV+.
I don't like to think that I got HIV because I was promiscuous. I believe I got HIV from being unsafe. If I were safe and more careful, I would have been healthier. But I never believed that having sex with multiple partners is wrong. I still uphold monogamy in certain instances, but I believe that if I am single, I have the freedom to fuck who Iwant and fuck who I like. This is my body and I am the one who will ultimately decides what to do with it.
HIV would not make me a saint, or a seminarian or a martyr. I believe that even if I am a "pusit", I am still sexy. The sexy squid. I can still be who I am. I can still be ME! I still have all the right to fuck whoever fancies me. I know some people would react that I am still irresponsible. But am I?
I am in no way promoting the spread of HIV/AIDS. In fact, my advocacy is very keen in promoting safe sex and clean fun. I made this blog so that people would not be afraid of being in touch with their sexuality. I do not think we should let this virus stop us from getting orgasms.
The purpose of this blog is to share my thoughts, my experiences and my advice to everyone – squid or non-squid:
- I want to promote safe sex and also erase the stigma associated HIV+ individuals and HIV/AIDS.
- I want to obliterate the fears in people’s minds regarding HIV/AIDS and sex.
- I want to show that people living with HIV can still be like everybody else.
- I like to make people realize that HIV+ people are pretty much the same with anyone.
- I desire to share my advice to anyone who would care to listen to my suggestions.
- I want to help people get the sex they want, especially those “pusits” who are already “tigang” like a rice field in a period of El Niño.
I do not really care if you think I am wrong or immoral. I am just being who I am. This is my life and the fact that you are reading my blog up to this point means you are interested with what you are reading. I will tell you my sex life as an HIV+, my tips on how to still get the pleasure you always loved, my contemplations on sex and love, my alternative sexual practices and my deviant fetishes.
Love me or hate me, I really do not care. I am not perfect. I do not claim I am an expert. But I do know that I have something to say.